Starting Over
Well, its official. We're shutting down. We're selling our business. Now I have to find a "real" job. I'm bummed. I won't have the luxury of waking up whenever I want and going to work whenever I feel like it. There is an upside too. Such as, now Bubba and I won't argue over the business anymore. That is a huge plus but I don't want to get a real job!! I hate being the "new girl". I'm shy at first and people, in general, bug the crap out of me. Now I know you're dying to work with me aren't ya?
I also feel like the biggest loser! I'm 31 and I do not have a college degree. Most people my age have big fancy shmancy careers. I have been in the medical field for over 10 years as a medical assistant. This was fine when I was in my young 20's. But, not so good now. I will be the old fart in the office now. Boo hoo for me!!!
I would like to find something else, but then I'd have to start at the bottom. At least if I go back into the medical field, I'll get pretty good pay because I have SO much experience. If I do find something else how will I know if I'll even like it? I will probably get bored within a few months and want to quit. It would be ideal to find a home based job. But, come on, that ain't gonna happen.
Like I said, boo hoo for me! 2006 had better start getting better!!!
Well, its official. We're shutting down. We're selling our business. Now I have to find a "real" job. I'm bummed. I won't have the luxury of waking up whenever I want and going to work whenever I feel like it. There is an upside too. Such as, now Bubba and I won't argue over the business anymore. That is a huge plus but I don't want to get a real job!! I hate being the "new girl". I'm shy at first and people, in general, bug the crap out of me. Now I know you're dying to work with me aren't ya?
I also feel like the biggest loser! I'm 31 and I do not have a college degree. Most people my age have big fancy shmancy careers. I have been in the medical field for over 10 years as a medical assistant. This was fine when I was in my young 20's. But, not so good now. I will be the old fart in the office now. Boo hoo for me!!!
I would like to find something else, but then I'd have to start at the bottom. At least if I go back into the medical field, I'll get pretty good pay because I have SO much experience. If I do find something else how will I know if I'll even like it? I will probably get bored within a few months and want to quit. It would be ideal to find a home based job. But, come on, that ain't gonna happen.
Like I said, boo hoo for me! 2006 had better start getting better!!!
posted @12:55 PM
6 Comments:
That sucks. I hate starting new jobs too. I know how you feel with feeling like the old person. I just started a new job and sit next to someone who's 23. She's doing the same job as me and I'm 30. There are days when I feel like a total loser. But then again, going to work with other people makes me feel normal because most people are nuts. Keep you chin up.
I'm new now... I know how it feels! you'll be ok! You're sharp!
Good luck finding a job! You're a champ!
Hey, maybe you'll get a job with a shady doctor's office and have access to all kinds of good drugs!
Never too late to head back to college as well.
Hang in there! I can relate to the suckage. I was a happy SAHM until my husband decided to go to grad school. So, at 29, having been out of work for a few years, and no college degree, it sucked. I don't like my job, but it pays the bills. Which is all that really matters at this point. Good luck!
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