Why??
Yesterday I had my appointment with my acupuncturist. She was reviewing my chart that I have to keep of my temperature everyday. The last few days my temp. has spiked. She says "I think you might be pregnant. Usually when the temp. spikes like this it means you're pregnant." I say "I doubt it, but I'll keep my fingers crossed."
After she said this I wanted to slap her! Why did she have to say anything? I'm now back in my "groove", have a positive outlook again, have a plan of attack and she had to go and say that shit! Now I know I'm over reacting this time....but people you just shouldn't say anything like that to me cuz I'm just gonna obsess over it and when I get my period in a few days, I will be crushed AGAIN!! And, if by some ginormous miracle I am prego, I will kiss her feet and set up a shrine in my house to worship her. As I walked out of the office I called Bubba and told him what she said and he said "Why did she tell you that?" I say "I know!" Right when he said that I realized that we really do share a brain (this is what Kelly says all the time).
Last time I saw her (about 2 weeks ago) I was still in my "funk". She was reviewing my temp. chart and asked if I was depressed cuz my temp was all over the place. She said that when the temp is crazy like that then the chi is interrupted or something like that. I told her how I had a good cry when I got my period etc. She was also bummed I got my period cuz she too was thinking that the stars had aligned for me and that last month was my month. It was nice to hear that I wasn't the only one who thought this. She listened to my boo hoo story about having to find a job and selling the business and all that crap.
After my appointment I decided to finish up the acupuncture (only 2 mos. left) and then in May, I'll start back with a regular doctor. May, because that is when Bubba can change our ins. plan to a PPO instead of an HMO. Anyhow, that's my plan.
As for the pregnant thing...I know I'm not. The last two days my temp was high (for me...98.1) but this morning it was really low (96.8). She said that if I was prego it would stay high for several days. This is not a surprise to me and I am not bummed. You get use to it after a while.
On a brighter note, I am getting a new bedroom set today and I am soooo excited!!! I feel like a real married person now. Bubba could care less, but I am way excited. Once its all put together I'll post a picture so you can all be jealous! Its dark cherry wood. The bed has a really high head board and low foot board so Bubba doesn't kick it all night (that's what happens when you're too tall)! We got a dresser and two night stands as well. No mirror though. Bubba didn't want the mirror and well, I have to let him get his way some of the time. Ya know, compromise and all that crap!!
Yesterday I had my appointment with my acupuncturist. She was reviewing my chart that I have to keep of my temperature everyday. The last few days my temp. has spiked. She says "I think you might be pregnant. Usually when the temp. spikes like this it means you're pregnant." I say "I doubt it, but I'll keep my fingers crossed."
After she said this I wanted to slap her! Why did she have to say anything? I'm now back in my "groove", have a positive outlook again, have a plan of attack and she had to go and say that shit! Now I know I'm over reacting this time....but people you just shouldn't say anything like that to me cuz I'm just gonna obsess over it and when I get my period in a few days, I will be crushed AGAIN!! And, if by some ginormous miracle I am prego, I will kiss her feet and set up a shrine in my house to worship her. As I walked out of the office I called Bubba and told him what she said and he said "Why did she tell you that?" I say "I know!" Right when he said that I realized that we really do share a brain (this is what Kelly says all the time).
Last time I saw her (about 2 weeks ago) I was still in my "funk". She was reviewing my temp. chart and asked if I was depressed cuz my temp was all over the place. She said that when the temp is crazy like that then the chi is interrupted or something like that. I told her how I had a good cry when I got my period etc. She was also bummed I got my period cuz she too was thinking that the stars had aligned for me and that last month was my month. It was nice to hear that I wasn't the only one who thought this. She listened to my boo hoo story about having to find a job and selling the business and all that crap.
After my appointment I decided to finish up the acupuncture (only 2 mos. left) and then in May, I'll start back with a regular doctor. May, because that is when Bubba can change our ins. plan to a PPO instead of an HMO. Anyhow, that's my plan.
As for the pregnant thing...I know I'm not. The last two days my temp was high (for me...98.1) but this morning it was really low (96.8). She said that if I was prego it would stay high for several days. This is not a surprise to me and I am not bummed. You get use to it after a while.
On a brighter note, I am getting a new bedroom set today and I am soooo excited!!! I feel like a real married person now. Bubba could care less, but I am way excited. Once its all put together I'll post a picture so you can all be jealous! Its dark cherry wood. The bed has a really high head board and low foot board so Bubba doesn't kick it all night (that's what happens when you're too tall)! We got a dresser and two night stands as well. No mirror though. Bubba didn't want the mirror and well, I have to let him get his way some of the time. Ya know, compromise and all that crap!!
posted @10:48 AM
5 Comments:
Hey... maybe a new bed is the answer! You might just need to change your bed karma!
Liz might be right. The new bed may spark some good fung-sui (spelling?).
One of my real life friends just started a blog and she's talking about her infertility troubles, too. So, if you want, check out her blog. It's Miss E's Musings on my blogroll...
And I always love new bed day! You'd better post a picture.
New furniture rocks!
Liz & Des- I'm hoping the new bed brings good karma also. You ladies rock!!
Marcia- I promise to post a pic in the next day or so. Thanks for telling me about your friend. Its always nice to know you're not alone.
Inky- My acupuncturist cost $100 for the first consultation. Now I go every other week and she gives me herbs too...so monthly it can be anywhere from $150 to $200. If I got just the acupuncture w/o herbs it would only be $120 per month. The herbs can be pricey.Hope that helps you.
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