It's Here!!

"Aunt Flo" began her monthly visit yesterday. So, I guess the sextuplets aren't in my future. Now the whole process starts all over again....the clomid, ultrasound, shot and sex, sex, sex. Then wait, wait, wait and then start all over again. Sound like fun? Anyone want to be me? I'm not looking forward to possible craziness, hot flashes and abdominal pain. But, hey what's a chick to do?

Fortunately, for Bubba, I didn't cry or freak out when my lovely period came. I could tell he was a little bummed though. He won't say it though, he says I do enough stressing, worrying and crying for the two of us. This time though I think he really thought it would come to fruition. He was even starting to talk about what colors the baby's room would be and how he doesn't want to find out the sex when I do get pregnant (he was preparing me). We both try not to get our hopes up too much, but sometimes you just can't help yourself. Besides its fun to daydream about something that will come true, one way or another. I just have to keep reminding myself of that. If I'm learning anything out of this "experience" its patience and who knows what else. I'm convinced there's something I'm suppose to get out of this though. Anyhow, keep those vibes comin my way.