I'm Ruined

My mother ruined me. She was a SAHM. So, in turn she did EVERYTHING. She thought that since she did not work outside of the home that her job was to take care of the house, kids etc etc. My dad is a workaholic. So, how did she screw me up? I work full time and so does Bubba. But, when I come home I start cleaning, doing the laundry, dishes, groccery shopping etc. Ya know all the stuff that needs to get done. I rarely ask Bubba to do anything. His job is to take the trash out to the curb and to get the mail. He does these without complaint. I've been slacking on EVERYTHING. I haven't been groccery shopping in 2 weeks, the laundry is over flowing and I could go on and on. I feel like I'm not doing my job as a "wife" and I feel guilty. I shouldn't care right? Bubba doesn't care. But, I seriously feel like I'm letting down Bubba, even though he says I'm not. I just don't want to do it anymore. I want to retire. I need to get away. Maybe I just need to poop....then I'll feel better.