Too Much
My head is all jumbled up with STUFF!!! I'm stressing out for no reason. My nerves are shot. My tummy is out of control. It's always in knots. I'm afraid to fart cuz it might be a shart.....more than I bargained for. I hate when I'm like this. It's been a long time. I've lost a whole whopping 3 lbs. though. Yippee!! So, again I'm going to purge my brain....so bear with me or click out now.
1- I'm having a hard time adjusting to school and work. School is almost over and I'm still not adjusted. I guess you could say "I'm not a well adjusted person"? I'm hoping to not have to work for fall semester since I'm taking 14 units and summer I've only taken 8 units. Keep your fingers crossed for me.
2- Almost done with just the adoption paperwrok. Still have all the certifications and home study to do...this is what takes the most time. I'm upset with myself that I haven't put this at the top of my priority list. Since its not at the top of my list (and I think it should be but I just haven't made it that way because I have too many excuses) I've been thinking that maybe Bubba and I aren't suppose to be parents....maybe we're just suppose to be the favorite aunt and uncle???
3- Bubba's sister got married last weekend (wahoo) so we went down to So. Cal. for the extravaganza....it turned into a "working vacation" and now I need a vacation to recover from my vacation. I wasn't able to see any of my friends (because of all the chaos) so that made me very sad. I miss my girlfriends. I don't have very many up here.
4- Family bites my ass right now. That's all I'm gonna say about that.
5- My sister, Julianne, had a baby boy last week. This is her 4th boy. They named him Colby. I want to hold him and smell him, but I can't.....he's in AZ. He is my 8th nephew. That's right 8th. I have 8 nephews and 2 nieces....#11 is due in Dec. And, that's just my side of the family!! Between Bubba and I, we have 19 nieces and nephews!!!
6- Bubba is pretty much up and running his business. I'm happy for him and very nervous at the same time. We've managed to turn our life upside down the last few months. It's a good thing....things were getting pretty stale around here.
7- My mom and her BFF visited a few weeks ago and helped me decorate my house. I'm very happy. I feel like I have a home now and not just a house. Everything is organized now and I love it!!! I'll have to post pics another time.
After getting that out, I still can't figure out why I'm a ball of stress. That's not much more than what I'm use to. The last 3 things are very positive. What is my problem? I seriously sound like a whiny wuss.
1- I'm having a hard time adjusting to school and work. School is almost over and I'm still not adjusted. I guess you could say "I'm not a well adjusted person"? I'm hoping to not have to work for fall semester since I'm taking 14 units and summer I've only taken 8 units. Keep your fingers crossed for me.
2- Almost done with just the adoption paperwrok. Still have all the certifications and home study to do...this is what takes the most time. I'm upset with myself that I haven't put this at the top of my priority list. Since its not at the top of my list (and I think it should be but I just haven't made it that way because I have too many excuses) I've been thinking that maybe Bubba and I aren't suppose to be parents....maybe we're just suppose to be the favorite aunt and uncle???
3- Bubba's sister got married last weekend (wahoo) so we went down to So. Cal. for the extravaganza....it turned into a "working vacation" and now I need a vacation to recover from my vacation. I wasn't able to see any of my friends (because of all the chaos) so that made me very sad. I miss my girlfriends. I don't have very many up here.
4- Family bites my ass right now. That's all I'm gonna say about that.
5- My sister, Julianne, had a baby boy last week. This is her 4th boy. They named him Colby. I want to hold him and smell him, but I can't.....he's in AZ. He is my 8th nephew. That's right 8th. I have 8 nephews and 2 nieces....#11 is due in Dec. And, that's just my side of the family!! Between Bubba and I, we have 19 nieces and nephews!!!
6- Bubba is pretty much up and running his business. I'm happy for him and very nervous at the same time. We've managed to turn our life upside down the last few months. It's a good thing....things were getting pretty stale around here.
7- My mom and her BFF visited a few weeks ago and helped me decorate my house. I'm very happy. I feel like I have a home now and not just a house. Everything is organized now and I love it!!! I'll have to post pics another time.
After getting that out, I still can't figure out why I'm a ball of stress. That's not much more than what I'm use to. The last 3 things are very positive. What is my problem? I seriously sound like a whiny wuss.
posted @12:42 PM
2 Comments:
your girlfriends miss you more. school sucks. that never changes. love ya.
kim
1.) Our family does bite ass right now, well actually thats nothing new there.
2.) School does suck, even if you don't work at the same time.
3.) I am the favorite Aunt...you can be 2nd favorite
4.) I heard Bubba was doing his own business, but I don't even know what he is doing. Thats just sad. So what is he doing?
5.) When does school end for you this semester?
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