Jumbled Mess

That is me....a jumbled mess! I have way too much to do before Thanksgiving and my head can't handle it. I'm pretty sure I may need some anti-anxiety meds. So many due dates for school crap....again, what the hell did I get myself into? Work is actually a break and somewhat of a haven...what is up with that? I think its because when I'm at work, I think about work..it is always busy. When I'm at home I think about all those lovely due dates for school looming over my head, cleaning my house for the turkey day festivities, getting down to our adoption services office to pay our wad of cash for our "home inspection" and actually scheduling it (GASP), what I actually need to get for the turkey day dinner to pull off the vision that I have in my head, groccery shopping for my most favoritest meal of the entire year and the actual making of the meal. Just typing it all out is overwhelming to me. Then I realize if I think this is overwhelming, what the hell do I think I'm gonna do when we get a baby? Seriously. I know to others it looks like I'm just rolling with the punches, but on the inside I'm a jumbled ass mess!!

I have been spoiled over the years with it just being Bubba and me and I'm afraid I won't know what hit me when we get a baby. So, true to my nature, I am second guessing and doubting myself. And, poor Bubba is there to pick up my pieces. He is always reassuring me that it will be fine and that I/we can do it and we will HAVE FUN!!! See, he is my biggest cheerleader.....literally and figuratively speaking.