Still Adjusting....Still A Mess

My head is a jumbled mess....again! I don't know quite how to express it all nice and coherent...so I'm making a list. Gotta love the lists!!

1. Whatever happened to Friday and Saturday nights? They are just another night now. Sad.
2. When is Grady going to sleep for 8 hrs straight?
3. Is Grady where he is suppose to be developmentally? (I'm a worrier)
4. I understand now how marriages go in the "crapper" after kids. Not saying ours is in trouble, I just get it now.
5. Why is it that people are shocked when they find out that Brad stays home with Grady when I go to work? Why is that weird? Grady is his kid too for cryin out loud!!
6. "The Holidays" are quickly approaching. Not so excited.
7. Am I ever going to get my routine back? I feel good about my day if I get a shower in and the bottles washed.
8. When do you attempt to put your baby on a schedule? Do I really want a schedule?
9. I want Grady to feel better...he's got a cold.
10. I need a new wardrobe. I wish money grew on trees.
11. I loathe football season, but try to keep my shitty comments to myself. The Bubba loves it. And, I will admit, I do like it now because Brad will watch it with Grady and I can actually get things done!!
12. How do I think I'm going to go back to school next semester? I'm tired just thinking about it.
13. I think our caseworker is full of crap. I will not expand further on this...just irritated.
14. Monday is Bubba and mine 7 year anniversary! Holy crap! We've been together for 9 1/2 years!!
15. It is weird that its just not Bubba and me still. But, we LOVE our new addition!
16. Bubba is a total softy when it comes to the man cub. I'd hate to see him with a girl.
17. I need to be better about updating Grady's blog. The days just fly by now and I get nothing done.
18. I have the NEED to read a good book.
19. I NEED to see a GOOD movie at the theater. Its been forever since I've been to the movies.
20. I NEED a girls night out.
21. I NEED a Bubba night out more. Looks like Kelly will get her long awaited assignment of babysitting afterall.
22. I LOVE fall. But, what the hell is up with the weather? It was in the high 80's here yesterday! Does mother nature not know that it's the END of October? November is just around the corner!!

Aaaahhhh.....I feel better now. I got a good portion of the crap out!!